When It Happens

I wasn't really sure on what to write about today but I guess the series of events over my day brought me here.

When it happens..

What am I talking about?

I'm sure you know.

LOVE



• What is it?
• Where can I find it?
• How does it feel like?
• Does it only happen once?

I don't have the right answers for those questions, LOVE is different for everyone.

But back to the topic, WHEN IT HAPPENS!

I honestly never thought it would happen to me, I use to consider myself a very self-centered person, selfish, complicated and definitely cold-hearted; But deep down someone seeking for love was desperate to come out, wouldn't let that someone come out because it would show the world how fragile I really was. I don't want to say that all time I wasn't happy, because I was, I don't want to say I rejected love, because I didn't, it really just wasn't my time. I'm so grateful for that, I wasn't mature enough to be in a relationship, I was out there living what I had to live, but now that it has come... I'm even more grateful than what I used to be.

I never thought that I could open my heart to someone, to let someone in, before my life was my own business no need for no one to be sneaking around... "GET AWAY!" I would say.

As much as it wasn't my time, a lot had to do with me not appreciating who I was, with not being grateful for all that surrounded me or all I had.. I had everything a girl could possibly want, but that wasn't enough, I was missing the most important part.. ME .. I was there but I wasn't, I was somewhere else, lost, in a dark place where noting ever seemed to shine, I guess I saw a glimpse of bright light that caught my eye, and that was when I started to look at all the good things in me, instead of all the wrong ones. Once I learned how to love myself, without even looking, without even trying, love came to me, that special someone was standing right there in front of me, so I took that chance.. And here I am now writing about it.

LOVE or a LOVER in this case certainly shows up at least once in your life, but we have to stop looking in all the wrong places. Love will show, when it has to be shown, don't force it, just let it flow.

For me, to have a special someone with whom I can share my life, has no price. It is something everyone should experience. I sometimes think it's just TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE!!!!! and try to sabotage it, but when I do, I just prove myself that IT CAN BE THAT GOOD, IN FACT IT KEEPS GETTING BETTER! And as in life, also in relationships you will have issues, but if you are in it a 100% you'll get through them.

So let yourself into the game of love, cause more than a game is a life experience that makes your grow, and learn from others what you can't learn all alone.

I LOVE YOU BABY